I actually have no desire to live long or grow old.
I want to live and pursue what I want in life and and I want to do it as soon as I can so I can move on with my career and live freely and bask in the glory of being able to do what I love as early as I can. I’m not saying that I want to die early, I just prefer not to grow old and retire and have nothing to do after that. I want to work as much as I can and love doing so. If I do grow old I probably will never retire. Even if i’m bed written or senile, i will find a way to work and runs things in bed. If i’m able to make my dreams come to life and live in it for a decent amount of time then I have no problem with dying early because at least I would have lived freely, loving what I do and that to me is a huge accomplishment.