#47:// Me, Myself, and I
For the first time in a long time, I’ve been backstabbed and walked all over by people who I never had problem with. At one point I would even call them my friends. I feel so stupid and naive for ever letting them close to me to begin with. I havent dealt with this kinda “drama” since my early years of high school and it’s fucking troublesome and stressful. When I argue or fight with my friends, I’m always very real and I confront them. I put everything out there so there’s no hiding or no shady-ness. If I need to apologize, I do just that. Some people I guess just don’t work that way and are actually “plastic”
for example:
When you ask your friends, “hey is there a problem? I’ve noticed that you seem kinda mad or acting kinda different towards me… is everything okay?”
you’re friends should be able to be real and tell you straight up what they’re goin through so you can at least try to understand. They shouldnt be lying to your face, telling you everything is okay then going behind your back and bitching about you to other people.
Not only do they bitch about you, they also make you look like a monster to other people. Then the next day they’re your friend again.
In any case, I can’t stand these type of people. So fucking shady. I finally know now to not let anyone else close to me. Its stuff like this that makes me not want friends. It sounds so pathetic and sad but why would anyone want to go through this over and over? I’m so paranoid now over who to get close to and who to make friends with outside of the group of friends I already have. Seriously, If I had no friends then I wouldnt have to risk dealing with fake ass people. If I were my own best friend, then I would never be disspointed or backstabbed or hurt by anyone.
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gothic-lolita-agitator said:
FUCK ALL THEM HOES. I ain’t no shady bitch. Like Shangela I keep it real.
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